Caregiver guilt and insecurities

After every incident I disect the details.

There is always some level of guilt. I have been more forgiving and compassionate with myself.

I always wonder if I’ve done enough, if I am doing enough, if I am enough.

Whoa - it’s a whole lot of self assessment and encouragement. I usually drop everything that’s going on in my life and re-focus on caregiving role. If I had anything planned with you and I missed it or postponed it, please forgive me. I am still trying to adjust to being more compassionate and less ambitious.

I “feel” like everytime I am ready to go all in with my entrepreneurial role, the Universe not-so-gently reminds me that I have an assignment to honor my vows of in sickness and in health…

I hope I figure this out sooner than later. I hope I find balance. I’m hopeful that things will work out.