Hardest days in 2023

This year I learned the extent of my strength. I also lost all that strength in an instance. My strength, heart, and life have changed forever. They’ve been shattered and will probably never fully heal.

I had to make the decision to bring my husband home for hospice, where he was only given 7-10 days to leave. The VERY NEXT DAY I had to call and wait for my children to come see their father for the very last time. Then I had to watch the coroner remove him from our home.

I was shattered and I have never fully recovered. In fact, I am not the same. I am fragile. I am scared. I am grateful for the people in my life. I take life a lot more seriously. What I care about has changed. Life has changed. I am resolved to not waste a second on things or people who don’t care about. I just didn’t realize how little time we actually have with the people we love.

I am still hopeful for the future ✨️ but the balance of my life I am moving in love 💖