Figuring it all out

I am an emotional wreck and I realized that I have been emotionally unavailable to my love ones forever.

It’s a tough pill to swallow, but it's my truth. Emotionally I need to grow. That’s scary. At 50 I have a lot of growing up to do. I realized that my poor husband covered for my inadequacies. And baby I have some issues 🥹

It's okay though. The more you know the more you grow.

I pray that God opens my ears and my heart to receive the messages that HE sends me. I hope he grants me the ability to change in all the ways I need to be better.

My children lost their emotional connection. I have to step up for them. It was unfair that I put it all on him, but I am working to be a better mother to them🤞🏾