Still working on me

If I am honest, I still have a lot of love and patience I owe myself. I still owe myself forgiveness.

My perfectionism expects only the best from myself. I can see the greatness in others. I have a hard time seeing it in myself. I see the flaws, mistakes, and shortcomings in myself. I need to stop trying to correct my past actions. I still need to be gentle with myself.

This is probably why I am a good Quality Engineer. I can find the mistakes. I can plan for when things aren’t right. I always have counterplans.

But what’s the counterplan for a perfectionist? I push myself too hard, I expect too much, I rethink and replay everything way too much.

Yeah, I am still working on me. I am still giving myself grace.

However, I am Still Growing, Still Breathing, Still Learning, Still Trying, Still Smiling and Still Magical as ever ✨️💖