Mental battles

Yesterday was a very difficult day for me. Mentally and emotionally I was drained. Too much pain, too much loneliness.

My husband has been sick all January, ending with the two surgeries. I hadn’t spoken to my best friend since I flew back home. My mind was racing and my soul was breaking.

DT called in pain and it scared me. I rushed home to find him in extreme pain. I felt…powerless. I cried through my lunch. I cried on my drive. I cried a lot.

Then I got a text from my oldest friend to have dinner and catch up.

I didn’t realize how much I needed fellowship. We laughed, caught up, and shared the latest of our lives.

It’s funny how mental breakdowns could be interrupted through love 💘

I am thankful for the friends that I have gained throughout the years. Without them I am lost 💔