I am not okay

I am not okay today. I haven’t been okay for a while. I have been holding it all together and fighting through my rough days. Last week I lost my bracelet and that “wrinkle” in pretending everything is okay, has not left. It reminded me that I am barely holding on. It reminded me that there will be things that I love that I need to let go. and I am not ready to let go. My lost bracelet reminds me that I am losing my husband…and both are irreplaceable and priceless to me….and I am not okay letting go

I am going to take some time off to FEEL…but I am not giving up. I just need to stop being superwoman and just be…Okay?