How are you

Being asked how I am is now one of the weirdest, most uncomfortable questions I feel like I encounter.

I am sure my answer reciprocates the awkwardness I feel.

I am crazy.

I am crazy enough to keep believing that it will get better.

I am crazy enough to think that my heart won’t hurt forever.

I am crazy enough to move like life is the same.

I am crazy enough to believe that I deserve all the blessings and love that this world has to offer.

I am crazy enough to still move in love even though I am broken hearted.

I am crazy enough to continue to give when my cup isn’t as full as it once was.

I am crazy enough to think that one day, one night, some day, some time, I will get the rest that I deserve…

Until then I am crazy, yet loving all of the craziness that life is offering me.

How are you?