Discovery

🎶 Through this journey of discovery 🎶

🎶In finding you, I’m finding me🎶

Every day is something new for me. There is no routine. I am all over the place, but I like it.

I am learning and discovering new things about myself. It’s because I’ve changed so much. I keep trying to hold on to the old me, but it’s so painful there. It's also almost impossible to be the old me. I have been through so much that I changed so much without even knowing it. Then the shock of my loss was a total disruption to my norm.

I am on a quest to define and discover ME. Some days I love it. Other days it brings me anxiety, stress, and tears. Imagine going through puberty, adulthood, and menopause all at once. 😬

My emotions are in total chaos. I am discovering that I don’t have to stay in that space though. I am learning to lean on the people who bring out the best in me and calm my spirit.