6 month check in

Dear Darryl - it's been exactly six months since you left us here. I think we are managing fine. Some days are a little harder than others. I cry a lot less. But we're all still managing to learn to live without you here.

It's my 50th birthday. Remember I asked you to stay for this birthday? I am sorry if I prolonged your pain. I wish I would have cherished every day that I had with you. I am learning to cherish the moments now though.

The girls and I flew to Vegas to celebrate...and to meet Kiara.

She is the spitting iimagineof you...and danty like we thought Alana would be.

Thank you for leaving me so many beautiful children. They all remind me of you and your love. You were such an amazing father.

Anyway. Thank you for everything. You left me well. I know what love is. I know how to love and be loved. I know how much strength I am capable of having. You made me a better person. Happy 24 and half year anniversary. Until we meet again ❤️‍🩹