I spoke to my coach a few weeks ago. I was driving to an appointment so I didn’t take notes. He dropped some seeds of wisdom…I pretend that I don’t remember them…but everyday I see number patterns that remind me I am not doing the things that I say I want to do to meet my goals.

I am a numbers person. Numbers have always given me peace and solace. I count and add numbers on license plates, trains, buses, and buildings. I count my way through nervousness…so it is fitting that the Universe is reminding me that I am stalling and dragging my feet on the things I say that I want. I am scared of my own greatness. It seems silly to speak those words out loud. But it's the truth. I am scared. But everyday, I see number patterns. I wake up for no reason at 3:13, 4:14, or 5:15…I check my phone and its 8:18…or I see random triplet digit numbers…Ugh.

I guess I need to stop being afraid and answer my calling…

I am thankful to be reminded of my goals and dreams. I am determined to not give up by the patterns throughout the day reminding me to keep going inspite of my fears 🙏🏾