I miss my husband, but I find that his presence is still with me. He left me with so many memories and treasures to remind me that I was loved.

I had our home videos converted to digital format and placed on jump drives. I found some moments that I’d forgotten about.

I thought maybe I would be sad watching the videos, but I was not. I have been laughing and remembering how much fun we used to have. I remember how much we loved each other. I remember how much he loved being a Daddy. I got to see how we interacted as a family. The laughs, the fun, the craziness of it all.

We came a long way. We did a lot. I have the videos of the memories we created. They are just snippets of our life, but those snippets show a great part of our lives.

My husband's favorite line in our home videos was “oh I got you now”…and he had us. He has us. I know that he is no longer with us, but the LOVE he left us with drowns out all of our sadness and loneliness. We were loved. I was loved. He was loved. He forever remains alive in our hearts. And LOVE remains forever 💖