I have been having brain fog a lot lately. I am sure it’s the side effects of grieving. I am all over the place. I go from room to room feeling like I lost something.

I think subconsciously I am looking to make sure Darryl is okay. I’ve taken care of him for so long and always had to check to make sure he was okay. Now I have no one to check on and my brain hasn’t figured that part out.

As I continue my new journey, I don’t get upset with myself, I just start talking to Darryl or God or both. I acknowledge their presence and ask for guidance.

This is such a strange venture. I thought I prepared myself. I could never imagine this feeling 😪